30 seconds to Mars ~ Battle of one live @ Kroq

walking for hours into the  dark unknown destination  searching for the lost part of myself   i am standing for hours and hours waiting for the bright light of the moon to shed some light into this endless darkness does anyone know anything?  i am passing through this darkness like a ghost  my heart is so broken and weak to withstand so much suffering  not knowning where to go i am getting closer to the fall that will suck me and take me away from here since the time has come i said to myself  are you ready for this one now?  a scream through the wild flames of the burning fire that engulf  and burn everything around me my heart is burning alive but i still  breath flames wrap me around i m trapped into the fire im waiting for you to come and save give me your hand like an angel does save me from this  torment im suffering and bleeding and it hurts so much i put myself into here just to see how it is to feel like that i imagine all these i create pictures in my head i create my own world in my head i don't wanna see the reality how it is because this reality is cruel like the people of today i still try to erase what has left inside here just to be able to move on in my life.Furthermore i would like to add something about what is love and how the people use this feeling  most of us say that love hurts and makes you cry but it's not love that makes us feel sad but are the people around others who don't have a heart to feel and give and the bring only pain to the other people some they just don't know to love they don't respect the only thing thing they do is to cause pain sorrow in someone else's life .where is the true redemption is it hiding in death or in life who knows. i was born to live in the world of lie this is not the real one so fuck all these lies noone wants to see the truth the way it is.I discover different feelings when i am listening to a sad song it's not only because of a song but it's the way i feel inside  and i have to confess that i feel so sad even if i try to hide or  not it's so obvious so visible even if the other people can see  the sorrow in my eyes  sometimes i feel confused all these  memories are coming back in my head even if  i tried to bury them .life is like the river that flows quickly and then  a day will run dry without warning us  and love has two aspects the one  that will make you  fly in the clouds and the  other one  that will  break your hear  and make you bleed and maybe cut your veins .i have my own theory for both of life and love because this has to do with what i believe about it